I'm Back.. =P
Hello Hello, it's Monday Nov. 30th! god where has the time gone, this year has flown by but honestly I can't wait till it's over I'm ready for a new year and a new start. This year has just been rough since day one, from my dad(step dad) leaving, then my grandma passing away, then my grandpa also abandoning us, man I broke up with Ben, I moved back to my moms, I got fired from one of my jobs, I got a ticket, I went into debt, god it seems like day after day it's something new or different and omg I'm just sick and tired I just want to get away, actually I don't I just want to leave all that in 2009 and start new with 2010 I hope to get back into school and actually put effort in it I plan to get a better job, hit the gym and start working toward that flat toned body I want =).. I'm definitely done with Christian and his lying, deceiving, womanizing ways.. okay I know I was stupid in letting it get as far as it did but I'll just consider it another lesson learned, I know out there there's someone who would actually appreciate me for me and be proud to be with me and treat me well, I'm not bad looking, I'm nice, and caring yea I can be crazy sometimes but hey that's me =)! Seriously I can't wait for the new year to come I'm really looking forward to it.. 2010 it's my 2nd chance in life and I plan to take full advantage of it.. I'm seriously done with all this emo stuff, I plan to leave the past in the past and move on with my life =)!! okay well I gotta start getting ready for work later gator