I'm not sure!
So I wish I wrote in this more often. Okay So where do I start, hmm... lol we I guess today has been a good day I woke up early and went to work in the rain it might sound like I'm being sarcastic but really it wasn't that bad, I like work, I just like that it keeps me busy and it gives me some independence walking to there and back on my own, even though at night it can probably be a little dangerous but then again anything can be dangerous now a days, tomorrow isn't promised so why not live life to the fullest?! =).. so I'm loving NY so far well honestly I'm loving my family, I do miss my car, my friends, Anthony, Gaby the beach, the independence I had there.. I do feel a little homesick, maybe not even homesick but lonely kinda... and I'm not speaking to Christian anymore kinda ended that last week, I was just sick of his bullshit stories and lies, honestly I didn't even know what to believe or not believe with him, whatever he's stupid.. I'm happy with myself and how far I've come in my life but I really hate moments where I feel lonely and miss the company of someone and I'm not even sure if it's a guy or just of someone I can share laugh hangout with, guys are stupid though and all the same, I really hate them sometimes!! Then again maybe I just feel this way because I am just now feeling the move I guess the first two months were more of a vacation which makes sense, and I'm not the club going out drinking and getting wasted type so making friends is going to be a little difficult... *sigh* we'll I guess that's all I'll write for today okay, cya!