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[anodynefaerie]

god, i wish so badly i could be friends with him, but it just seems too hard. it makes me just want to cry (and then i go and actually cry). i love him so much. and until i stop, i'm never going to really be able to be friends with him. it's just way too much for my heart to deal with.

but it's so nice to talk to him.......