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i've been getting scared lately about my future. what if i don't end up liking the field i work in, or i'm not good at it, or i don't feel like i'm helping people? i'm really passionate about it, but i was also passionate about other stuff i started that now i don't feel like i'm doing much good in. i love my social work classes and they make me really excited for the future. i also am getting excited about potentially doing a joint sw-law degree. and i guess with social work, there's so much you can do that if i get burned out in one field, i will have skills to do another kind of counseling or advocacy. maybe i'll also grow up! haha.
on a more superficial note, i dont know why i always fall for the guys who are unavailable. they are usually still in love with exes or do not want a relationship. does that mean that i am afraid of commitment too? maybe i don't really want to be with someone. i wish i could just fall for the guys that i know are good for me--life would be much easier right? but maybe not so exciting. haha. i dont know
on a more superficial note, i dont know why i always fall for the guys who are unavailable. they are usually still in love with exes or do not want a relationship. does that mean that i am afraid of commitment too? maybe i don't really want to be with someone. i wish i could just fall for the guys that i know are good for me--life would be much easier right? but maybe not so exciting. haha. i dont know