Nov 22, 2005 20:38
i am on the phone with jamie right now and last night we talked about everything. and he got upset again and all so i told him to drop everything. i didnt mean to hurt him again... i just told him how i felt and all. i told him that i am not ready for marriage and that i dont want a ring for christmas. and then we talked about marriage and all. and i told him that i am scared of long term committment like that.i cant really concentrate right now cause i am talking to him so ill update later. but things are funny between jamie and i right now. i went out tonight and it was fun being out on my own...well. gtg.-Ash