confused
i am so confused about what to do about my relationship with jamie. i cant stop thinking about other ppl. not just other ppl in general i mean, i actually have like a person or 2 specifically in mind. i am not talking to them or anything but i am thinking about them and thats not good if i am with jamie. i dont know if i am "in" love with jamie anymore. i cant explain that to him . i tried, but he doesnt get it. i told him that i do love him, and he thinks i dont. i do love him, i really do. i care for him so much. but i dont think i am in love with him anymore. i would be content with us just being good friends and nothing more. we will always have lilly and all so we will always be in connection with one another and we will have to atleast be friends if we want to have good communication about lilly. i dont know.... i dont think i am in love with him. no. i know i am not....