entry #2
Ahmed!! My excuse is that yesterday I was out of the house form 7am to 1am. So here i am today, i need to make up for it :p Was going to write early this afternoon but can you believe writer's block for 300 freakin words. i still don't know what i'm going to put down now, but here goes.
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i still can't shake the feeling of "what does this all mean?" I lose myself for moments at a time, fully present to what's going on in life and that question, or the answer to the question, ceases to matter. but in the long hours in between...
well, in the hours in between I ignore the question entirely by watching tv, movies, reading books, anything to distract me from actually contemplating anything. it's easier to live other peoples lives and pass judgment than live your own.
when did i become so morose? i used to hate people who used their blog to complain about their lives and feel sorry for themselves. they pissed me off because the answers to their problems were always so clear to me and it seemed like they just enjoyed being pissed, sad, irritated, depressed, suicidal or any other annoying emotion when seen on someone else.
maybe i need someone to ask me the question so i can give them the answer.
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sorry, i'm so in my head right now, i'm going to try something more light and useless tomorrow.
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i still can't shake the feeling of "what does this all mean?" I lose myself for moments at a time, fully present to what's going on in life and that question, or the answer to the question, ceases to matter. but in the long hours in between...
well, in the hours in between I ignore the question entirely by watching tv, movies, reading books, anything to distract me from actually contemplating anything. it's easier to live other peoples lives and pass judgment than live your own.
when did i become so morose? i used to hate people who used their blog to complain about their lives and feel sorry for themselves. they pissed me off because the answers to their problems were always so clear to me and it seemed like they just enjoyed being pissed, sad, irritated, depressed, suicidal or any other annoying emotion when seen on someone else.
maybe i need someone to ask me the question so i can give them the answer.
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sorry, i'm so in my head right now, i'm going to try something more light and useless tomorrow.