entry #1
almost went to bed without doing this :p
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What happens after happily ever after?
Lately I've been getting the feeling that I'm already way past happiliy ever after and this is it. That I've gone through my major hurdles in life and come out the other side alive and well.
There was a time that the concept of "this is it" thrilled me. But for some reason this time, the realization is a bit of a let down. Like "this is it?" I'm 'shoulding' all over myself: I should be more in love, I should have more money, I should be making a bigger impact on the world, I should be starting my own company, I should be thinner, and the list goes on.
It sounds like a strange list to have for someone who has supposedly come out on the other side, but that's just it, I just realized that "it" NEVER ENDS. Just like this is _always_ it.
depressing? empowering? stupid? I don't know, I think I'll spend my life changing my answer to that question.
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hey babe, don't know if that's 300 but i'm going to give up thinking about whether this is a good first entry or not. 364 to go!
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What happens after happily ever after?
Lately I've been getting the feeling that I'm already way past happiliy ever after and this is it. That I've gone through my major hurdles in life and come out the other side alive and well.
There was a time that the concept of "this is it" thrilled me. But for some reason this time, the realization is a bit of a let down. Like "this is it?" I'm 'shoulding' all over myself: I should be more in love, I should have more money, I should be making a bigger impact on the world, I should be starting my own company, I should be thinner, and the list goes on.
It sounds like a strange list to have for someone who has supposedly come out on the other side, but that's just it, I just realized that "it" NEVER ENDS. Just like this is _always_ it.
depressing? empowering? stupid? I don't know, I think I'll spend my life changing my answer to that question.
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hey babe, don't know if that's 300 but i'm going to give up thinking about whether this is a good first entry or not. 364 to go!