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The drama room depresses me right now.
It makes me sad that I'm not talented like the majority of this room is. I want amazing music to come out of my mouth, I want my feet to move in ways that
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! MY MIND'S BEING TAKEN OVER BY TALENT AND IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!
Anyway, I want my feet to move in ways that no one would even be able to imagine. Grr. I want to shine. Why don't I shine? :(
I want people to be amazed. I'd like to feel amazing while i'm with a group of amazing people and not be the loser who sits there in the corner and watches, much like I'm doing right now. Lame. <~~~~~~ my word, to describe myself.
Beauty and The Beast is exciting. I'm looking forward to that for the first time since we've made that the spring '06 musical.
My hair looks good today. That's another plus.
Logan's great, of course. I just feel like I'm not good enough. I feel that he needs someone who's confident in themself. Drama makes me upset. Rawr. I'm just being bitter, I'll cheer up in a little while, I'm sure.
McDonald's is calling my name...so maybe I'll go on and get some of that good shit. That'll make me feel better.
It makes me sad that I'm not talented like the majority of this room is. I want amazing music to come out of my mouth, I want my feet to move in ways that
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! MY MIND'S BEING TAKEN OVER BY TALENT AND IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!
Anyway, I want my feet to move in ways that no one would even be able to imagine. Grr. I want to shine. Why don't I shine? :(
I want people to be amazed. I'd like to feel amazing while i'm with a group of amazing people and not be the loser who sits there in the corner and watches, much like I'm doing right now. Lame. <~~~~~~ my word, to describe myself.
Beauty and The Beast is exciting. I'm looking forward to that for the first time since we've made that the spring '06 musical.
My hair looks good today. That's another plus.
Logan's great, of course. I just feel like I'm not good enough. I feel that he needs someone who's confident in themself. Drama makes me upset. Rawr. I'm just being bitter, I'll cheer up in a little while, I'm sure.
McDonald's is calling my name...so maybe I'll go on and get some of that good shit. That'll make me feel better.