Mar 03, 2006 14:08
I feel like such an emotionless human being as of late. I'd like to believe that I care about the ones around me, but is that sincere? I'm sure of caring for a select few; however, I am slightly unsure about the rest that I probably should put some more intrest into.
This school has become a joke to me; A mirage of a once magical world that no longer exists anywhere but in my imagination, and even that has begun to decease. The good memories that would come about while walking by particular parts of the school are slowly starting to diminish, while newer, more recent thoughts of the campus are taking over. This establishment means nothing to me anymore, the once enjoyable memories of this place have dissappeared and I'm highly doubting that anything will cause them to come back. The people who are responsible for creating such thoughts are now gone, possibly forever.
Basically, i'm ready to get away from the responsibility of having to wake up every morning to be here to attend school every day. There is a time and a place for everything, and my time at this place should be completed by now.