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So...I have a boyfriend.
I can't believe it! It's such a new feeling for me. I love it.
The only problem with it recently is the fact that I feel like I haven't seen much of him lately. I want time with him to myself, and everyone else is having more one-on-one time with Logan than I am. It's kind of lame. He's also becoming so busy with choir and his Walgreens job starting up soon that it will make it even harder to hang out with him.
There's also that really terrifying thought in the back of my mind that he's possibly having second thoughts about the whole me-and-him situation. There aren't any signs that would point to that theory; but still, I am me and that's the way I think. KICK YOURSELF IN THE HEAD, ANGIE! THINGS ARE A-OKAY! Like, seriously, they really are. And we've only been going out a week. Woah, calm the hell down.
I went to church on Sunday with Logan and Colleen, and it was a somewhat petrifying experience. The main idea of the service was to commit yourself entirely to God, and as I found out, I'm not ready to do that yet. I thought that it was simple and something I was very sure of, but it obviously wasn't. It still isn't. I need more time to work on this and make myself a better person so that I will be able to happily commit myself to Him, whenever that time may be.
Stop searching for what you think you don't have.
That was in one of my horoscopes today. I think I'm getting back into those things because of Cara...plus, I've been finding pretty accurate ones recently.
I'm out for now; I'm ready to see what tomorrow brings for me.
I can't believe it! It's such a new feeling for me. I love it.
The only problem with it recently is the fact that I feel like I haven't seen much of him lately. I want time with him to myself, and everyone else is having more one-on-one time with Logan than I am. It's kind of lame. He's also becoming so busy with choir and his Walgreens job starting up soon that it will make it even harder to hang out with him.
There's also that really terrifying thought in the back of my mind that he's possibly having second thoughts about the whole me-and-him situation. There aren't any signs that would point to that theory; but still, I am me and that's the way I think. KICK YOURSELF IN THE HEAD, ANGIE! THINGS ARE A-OKAY! Like, seriously, they really are. And we've only been going out a week. Woah, calm the hell down.
I went to church on Sunday with Logan and Colleen, and it was a somewhat petrifying experience. The main idea of the service was to commit yourself entirely to God, and as I found out, I'm not ready to do that yet. I thought that it was simple and something I was very sure of, but it obviously wasn't. It still isn't. I need more time to work on this and make myself a better person so that I will be able to happily commit myself to Him, whenever that time may be.
Stop searching for what you think you don't have.
That was in one of my horoscopes today. I think I'm getting back into those things because of Cara...plus, I've been finding pretty accurate ones recently.
I'm out for now; I'm ready to see what tomorrow brings for me.