Obladi Oblada Life Goes On.....
Things have been up and down since I last wrote. My Pill doc told me that they can’t really put me on Lithium because I would be on a lot of it because of my weight and I would have to go get my blood drawn. He upped my Lamictal to 200mg. He added a fish oil pill with a weird name. Also he gave me a pill that I can take under my tongue to settle me down. It is Addavan and I only had to use it once.
Grainger had our first some what fight on Saturday. I talk to mom and she said that if he didn’t get me anything on Christmas day that people are going to talk. Well must people knew I am getting a Computer. Plus he didn’t get my Grandma, Papa, Great Grandma, Troy, or my mom anything yet and he was running out time. He got 300 dollars from his dad for Christmas but couldn’t put in the bank till this Tuesday (I don’t think he had done it yet). Well he took the three hundred that he had on him and went and bought a PSP and a game. He was broke when he got that. Plus he took me out to eat at Pizza Factory. I got upset that I couldn’t get what my mom is telling me that I understood what she saying over to him. I hope that makes since. I love Grainger with all my heart and soul. Finally he understood and the next day he borrowed some money from a family member and went and bought gifts. So it worked out great!!!!
Christmas was awesome even though I didn’t get what I truly wanted. I got some of what I wanted. The video games anyways. I got Brian Age, Big Brain Academy, Bomber land and the best game that I have been wanting since the damn game came out Kingdom Hearts II. Man I love those Games. Most of you don’t that I own a PS2 and Nintendo DS.
The only thing that bugged me is that Christmas day my cousins will come up and bring some of what they got for Christmas. Well…….Tracey didn’t show up……Something that Grandma said kind a got to me. That Tracey may be banned from coming to see us. Mom said nah Teresa will get sick of and send him up here. That’s not the point I want to see Tyson and Thayne. My favorite Cousins are Shendi, Corbin, Harmony, Dakota, Ryker, Tyson and Thayne I like the others to but these ones seem to catch my heart in some way or another. Plus I was wondering if Thayne got his electric acoustic guitar.
I don’t think I wrote in the last issue of this that Shendi is marrying her high school sweetheart Brett. I love Brett he is so cool. They set the date April 28, 2007. She is so lucky.
Grainger is doing great other then what has happen. He says he loves me. But I have been having nightmares that he is going to leave me. I want them to go away. I love him to much. I don’t want to him to at all. I want to marry this guy. I want to be with him for the rest of my life.
My mom is staying over with my step-dad in a motel in Spanish fork. They are still looking for places for him to live. But I am afraid it is for the both of them and she is going to leave me hanging.
It’s the whole Borderline Personality Disorder thing. The conflict between the child and the adult of me it sounds stupid I know but that is just me now. I am working on it but I need to work on it more with Monroe. Plus I need to get into those classes at Wasatch Mental Health that they have. Plus I found the Wasatch House some told me online about so I am going to check that place out to.
I split my incision by my belly button and its healing weird. They just told me to wash it and put on a triple antibiotic on it. Stupid me like to pick at shit like that.
That is all that is going on right now. Nothing more that I can think of.
Grainger had our first some what fight on Saturday. I talk to mom and she said that if he didn’t get me anything on Christmas day that people are going to talk. Well must people knew I am getting a Computer. Plus he didn’t get my Grandma, Papa, Great Grandma, Troy, or my mom anything yet and he was running out time. He got 300 dollars from his dad for Christmas but couldn’t put in the bank till this Tuesday (I don’t think he had done it yet). Well he took the three hundred that he had on him and went and bought a PSP and a game. He was broke when he got that. Plus he took me out to eat at Pizza Factory. I got upset that I couldn’t get what my mom is telling me that I understood what she saying over to him. I hope that makes since. I love Grainger with all my heart and soul. Finally he understood and the next day he borrowed some money from a family member and went and bought gifts. So it worked out great!!!!
Christmas was awesome even though I didn’t get what I truly wanted. I got some of what I wanted. The video games anyways. I got Brian Age, Big Brain Academy, Bomber land and the best game that I have been wanting since the damn game came out Kingdom Hearts II. Man I love those Games. Most of you don’t that I own a PS2 and Nintendo DS.
The only thing that bugged me is that Christmas day my cousins will come up and bring some of what they got for Christmas. Well…….Tracey didn’t show up……Something that Grandma said kind a got to me. That Tracey may be banned from coming to see us. Mom said nah Teresa will get sick of and send him up here. That’s not the point I want to see Tyson and Thayne. My favorite Cousins are Shendi, Corbin, Harmony, Dakota, Ryker, Tyson and Thayne I like the others to but these ones seem to catch my heart in some way or another. Plus I was wondering if Thayne got his electric acoustic guitar.
I don’t think I wrote in the last issue of this that Shendi is marrying her high school sweetheart Brett. I love Brett he is so cool. They set the date April 28, 2007. She is so lucky.
Grainger is doing great other then what has happen. He says he loves me. But I have been having nightmares that he is going to leave me. I want them to go away. I love him to much. I don’t want to him to at all. I want to marry this guy. I want to be with him for the rest of my life.
My mom is staying over with my step-dad in a motel in Spanish fork. They are still looking for places for him to live. But I am afraid it is for the both of them and she is going to leave me hanging.
It’s the whole Borderline Personality Disorder thing. The conflict between the child and the adult of me it sounds stupid I know but that is just me now. I am working on it but I need to work on it more with Monroe. Plus I need to get into those classes at Wasatch Mental Health that they have. Plus I found the Wasatch House some told me online about so I am going to check that place out to.
I split my incision by my belly button and its healing weird. They just told me to wash it and put on a triple antibiotic on it. Stupid me like to pick at shit like that.
That is all that is going on right now. Nothing more that I can think of.