Happy New Year
Grandma caught some weird bug that probably was bronchial pneumonia just a few days after Christmas. Troy then caught is next he has had it the worse since every time he gets sick his seizures get worse. That the other day we had to call for an ambulance to get him to the hospital because he kept having seizures and we couldn’t get his pills or any food or liquids down him. They did what they could for him and sent him home. He has been sleeping off and on and his fever finally broke I think yesterday. Papa has it to but I don’t know how badly though. Grainger also caught it also and had to come home early on Thursday. He bought a Vick’s Vaporizer and he stuck up our room with it but he seems a lot better since he did that. He just has a cough though. He stayed home on Friday.
Other than that things have been quite normal. My sore is getting somewhat better I just got to learn to leave it alone. Mom suggested that I put gauze on it. I didn’t know that it would still let my sore breath but I guess I didn’t listen when she probably told me earlier.
But damn I haven’t seen this much snow since I was a kid. Colorado has been hit hard two days before Christmas and then after. This weather has been all over the news.
My mom hasn’t found my step-dad an apartment yet. But they have been going to church. Yup my step-father is actually going to a Mormon church. It shocks the hell out me. It is like Grandma says maybe he has changed. But I don’t want to put my money on it quite yet.
I haven’t seen hide or hair of Tracey since Christmas Eve. I wonder how long this is going to go for.
My New Years was ok nothing big happened. I did get my New Years Kiss though right at Midnight.
I am still having nightmares of Grainger leaving me or cheating on me. I am getting sick of them. He has been holding me a lot lately. Saying that he is not leaving me but I am still scared to death that he is. I love him so much I don’t want to let him go. I lost him once I can’t take the pain of him leaving again. I will seriously die this time if he does.
Well that is all I can think of to write. Nothing more to say.