Really starting to get pissed off
So I've come to the realization that no one reads this, and I'm basically just writing this to make myself feel better or to blow off some steam. I like it when people read my journal, ir feels like I can connect with someone posibly and to maybe even voice something about my life without someone interupting. But I guess that it's just really shallow of me to say that, and I don't know why.
My book seems to be going ok, I saw a really odd movie this morning called "Claire of the Moon" It was odd because it was made in the 80's and about lesbians. Kinda interesting and I'm really suprised that Hollywood video let me rent it on my own. Maqily because it was almost a porno
*gigglesnort*
"Where's the audio?"
((Where's the video?))
"I turned it off. You don't listen to porno, you watch it!"
Sorry, visuals of Parks and porno... actually I don't need to think about that at all.
But really, I am wondering why I care so much that no one has read this. It makes me think that I'm shallow, because I want people to know everything that I do. Or maybe I'm repressed and reaching out for someone to take notice of my life and fix it or somehting. I don't know.
Also, something that's pissing me off is that I can never get a hodl og Dani! I'm serious, it's like she doesn't care. I've asked her to call me about ten times this past week and I get nothing. And yes, I have called her, but her cell phone is off and even when I call her family's home phone, I always get, "She'll call you right b ack" And she never does! I mean doesn't she get how fucking lonely I am! I am going insane! I really want school to start up again, just so that I can talk to people.
I'm so lonely...
My book seems to be going ok, I saw a really odd movie this morning called "Claire of the Moon" It was odd because it was made in the 80's and about lesbians. Kinda interesting and I'm really suprised that Hollywood video let me rent it on my own. Maqily because it was almost a porno
*gigglesnort*
"Where's the audio?"
((Where's the video?))
"I turned it off. You don't listen to porno, you watch it!"
Sorry, visuals of Parks and porno... actually I don't need to think about that at all.
But really, I am wondering why I care so much that no one has read this. It makes me think that I'm shallow, because I want people to know everything that I do. Or maybe I'm repressed and reaching out for someone to take notice of my life and fix it or somehting. I don't know.
Also, something that's pissing me off is that I can never get a hodl og Dani! I'm serious, it's like she doesn't care. I've asked her to call me about ten times this past week and I get nothing. And yes, I have called her, but her cell phone is off and even when I call her family's home phone, I always get, "She'll call you right b ack" And she never does! I mean doesn't she get how fucking lonely I am! I am going insane! I really want school to start up again, just so that I can talk to people.
I'm so lonely...