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I know, I haven't updated in a while, and oddly the biggest thing that I have to tell, I am sick of telling! I've told three people already and beyond that I don't care. You see once I tell Dani, Kat and Hala, I just don't want to tell anyone else.
Sorry to dissapoint all you famed and esteemed readers of mine.
Joking there.
I will tell.
I met this guy yesterday at the mall named John and I found out that he's 21 anbd has done a lot of shit and stuff and wants me to meet him back there today and see a movie with him, and I don't want to because it will endanger my non-existant relationship with the guy that I like, so I'm gonna wuss out and not go.
*takes breath*
happy now?
But the most important part is that I've finally found a guy who is interested in me , and is Wiccan. I didn't think I'd ever find someone who is, and when I did, I'm afraid of him, for above reaosns.
Done talking about it.
I've finally decided what I want to do with my life.
I want to buy a small two story house, and turn the downstairs into my restaraunt and the upstairs into my home. During my spare time, I want to bellydance in the streets, just for the fun of it when I need some money to see a movie or something. I want to serve fruit nector out of cups shaped like flowers and hummas colored purple and pita bread shaped like roses. I want to make long flowing skirts out of old material that I find in thrift stores, and I want to wear antique dresses from the '20's and such.
I know, I sound odd, and I don't know where collage comes in, but I'll find out soon. This is my life after all. Why shouldn't I kow what choices to make. I'm only 16, I'll find out soon enough.
I hope.
Sorry to dissapoint all you famed and esteemed readers of mine.
Joking there.
I will tell.
I met this guy yesterday at the mall named John and I found out that he's 21 anbd has done a lot of shit and stuff and wants me to meet him back there today and see a movie with him, and I don't want to because it will endanger my non-existant relationship with the guy that I like, so I'm gonna wuss out and not go.
*takes breath*
happy now?
But the most important part is that I've finally found a guy who is interested in me , and is Wiccan. I didn't think I'd ever find someone who is, and when I did, I'm afraid of him, for above reaosns.
Done talking about it.
I've finally decided what I want to do with my life.
I want to buy a small two story house, and turn the downstairs into my restaraunt and the upstairs into my home. During my spare time, I want to bellydance in the streets, just for the fun of it when I need some money to see a movie or something. I want to serve fruit nector out of cups shaped like flowers and hummas colored purple and pita bread shaped like roses. I want to make long flowing skirts out of old material that I find in thrift stores, and I want to wear antique dresses from the '20's and such.
I know, I sound odd, and I don't know where collage comes in, but I'll find out soon. This is my life after all. Why shouldn't I kow what choices to make. I'm only 16, I'll find out soon enough.
I hope.