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So rob broke up with me. I knew it was coming- kinda. I actually didn't think he'd do it, i thought he'd TRY to fix things before I did it. But i guess not.
Saves me the trouble? Or did he break my heart.....I haven't decided yet. I've been kinda...numb since it happened. And it doesn't really seem like anything's changed. He's been calling every few hours saying how sorry he is and how much he wants me back. I went off on him today when we talked. About everything that I've EVER wanted to say to him.....everything. And all he could do was say he'd do anything to get me back- that he made a mistake.
O well- too late. I can't do this anymore. Not right now. Maybe even never. How knows right? Maybe when we both get things situated in our lives we can try things again......because i DO care about him, but not right now.......i just cant.
So I've spent my time doing nothing. I've been trying to spend it with people- which i have been- because if i spend too much time by myself it'll sink in and i don't even wanna know what'll happen.
Saves me the trouble? Or did he break my heart.....I haven't decided yet. I've been kinda...numb since it happened. And it doesn't really seem like anything's changed. He's been calling every few hours saying how sorry he is and how much he wants me back. I went off on him today when we talked. About everything that I've EVER wanted to say to him.....everything. And all he could do was say he'd do anything to get me back- that he made a mistake.
O well- too late. I can't do this anymore. Not right now. Maybe even never. How knows right? Maybe when we both get things situated in our lives we can try things again......because i DO care about him, but not right now.......i just cant.
So I've spent my time doing nothing. I've been trying to spend it with people- which i have been- because if i spend too much time by myself it'll sink in and i don't even wanna know what'll happen.