Except I know it's gonna run out soon. I need a job...*le sigh ( Read more... )

Mar 29: Woken up by Zero's roommate and his girlfriend taking off, 'cause I thought it was Zero and Brian leaving without me. lol Can't get back to sleep, couch much too short for my legs, end up staring at the cat and trying to call people. Was going to get together with Mike--not Love-of-my-Life Mike, but guy I met in December who gave me crystal ( Read more... )

But I really only cry when I'm frustrated.

Now, I haven't felt a sadness like this in a long time... maybe not ever. It's a very strange combination of things, and not necessarily bad. It's one of those moments where you can see how you've changed, how you're changing, how maybe you're gonna change... And change is always sad, at first. I guess you ( Read more... )