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the album that took a year to conceive, write, record, is finally done. yes, i'm talking about RAINBOW PARTY - BUTT JAMZ. want a copy? i can sendspace it to you ( Read more... )

today was healing for me. my new method of attacking my attacker (me) is good. i faced today fully aware of the ways in which my consciousness had been oppressing me - i won't say all the ways, but enough to drastically improve the state of my self ( Read more... )

today was my last final - now i'm going to solely read WHAT THE FUCK I WANT (which = genet and proust ( Read more... )

god, i have the Restlessies, Feelingtoomuchies tonight... lordy. i just want to get into my car so badly, drive off into the cold hard night. but 1) it snowed all day yesterday and 2) i really shouldn't afford it. sigh. i shouldn't be stupid, right? right? i should just sit penned up in this apartment all night, just like every night, alone, ( Read more... )

today felt gray, stuck, miserable, isolated, foggy, impassible... don't you mean impossible? no, impassable... nothing's impossible ( Read more... )

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so NN has been hanging out in my uberstr8 roomie's bedroom all night, while english major roomie and i were watching batman returns. oddly enough, around 2:30 am he came to summon me, to help him find youtube videos of david lynch, because last night some kids had been talking about funny interviews with him ( Read more... )

i think a lot has happened? i don't know. ok... went to the second trivia competition - i guess it's my recent depression or something, but i just did horribly - it was embarrassing, i just couldn't assert myself or confidently know answers, let alone buzz in with them - so we'll see what happens, if i'm still on the championship team. i couldn't ( Read more... )

finally got some good writing done - almost three pages, which is a good productive number i've found for myself. i let the thing take me, instead of trying to keep my seat on top like those rodeo guys. i'm very pleased with where this is taking me, my fingers surprised my self as they typed, today - and shockingly, i reread it and it seemed to ( Read more... )