BITCH-FEST! INCOMING!!
ok so I'll be blunt:
I'm lonely.
I (stupidly cuz i sometimes miss the good ole days) keep checking betsy's away message, i guess just to make sure she's still alive. or something. so when i read stuff like "...and out to dinner and a movie with the love of my life....happy birthday baby, i love you! 5-10-05 to 3-1-06, ilu bae!"....
OW. MY (insert many things here, i'll put a few here to choose from) PRIDE/HEART/SOUL/*I FEEL LIKE I JUST GOT A CHUCK NORRIS KICK THAT COULD SHATTER BONES INTO THE CROTCH AND IT HURT MY WHOLE BEING
it seems like the only girls that are attracted to me are the second-rate girls that i'm only "sorta" attracted to...cuz i get attracted to people that are attracted to me.
I've gone on at least 1 pseudo-date with 3 girls in the last year that i would LOVE to date. all three went NOWHERE. 1 i talk to and i think she thinks of me as a friend and nothing more ever. 1 i never talk to. cuz she died her hair black. and is dating some muscle-bound asian dude. and she never logs onto AIM, and deleted her facebook, and i had a class with her last year and talked to her once. freakishly jealous and controlling guys FTW! the last one....well lives in denmark. and i really liked her....for multiple reasons...she was amazing, and i think if she lived here, we would be able to date. damnation. on the bright side, she's visiting for a month and i get to hang out with her tomorrow she looks gooooood. and dyed her hair blonde (a tragedy, cuz she had awesome hair, but still ungodly gorgeous)
anyway. that's my rant for today. now i'm gonna go to the place where everyone knows my name. or the name i've given myself anyway.
I'm lonely.
I (stupidly cuz i sometimes miss the good ole days) keep checking betsy's away message, i guess just to make sure she's still alive. or something. so when i read stuff like "...and out to dinner and a movie with the love of my life....happy birthday baby, i love you! 5-10-05 to 3-1-06, ilu bae!"....
OW. MY (insert many things here, i'll put a few here to choose from) PRIDE/HEART/SOUL/*I FEEL LIKE I JUST GOT A CHUCK NORRIS KICK THAT COULD SHATTER BONES INTO THE CROTCH AND IT HURT MY WHOLE BEING
it seems like the only girls that are attracted to me are the second-rate girls that i'm only "sorta" attracted to...cuz i get attracted to people that are attracted to me.
I've gone on at least 1 pseudo-date with 3 girls in the last year that i would LOVE to date. all three went NOWHERE. 1 i talk to and i think she thinks of me as a friend and nothing more ever. 1 i never talk to. cuz she died her hair black. and is dating some muscle-bound asian dude. and she never logs onto AIM, and deleted her facebook, and i had a class with her last year and talked to her once. freakishly jealous and controlling guys FTW! the last one....well lives in denmark. and i really liked her....for multiple reasons...she was amazing, and i think if she lived here, we would be able to date. damnation. on the bright side, she's visiting for a month and i get to hang out with her tomorrow she looks gooooood. and dyed her hair blonde (a tragedy, cuz she had awesome hair, but still ungodly gorgeous)
anyway. that's my rant for today. now i'm gonna go to the place where everyone knows my name. or the name i've given myself anyway.