107
I seriously have screwed so many things up in these past two days. I went off my fast at the end of the 2nd day- I mean come on that isn't even very long!but i did lose some weight, got down to 104.Okay here's the deal I either fast or I binge, I have never been able to just eat small portions very well, soo when I went off my fast 2 days ago I totally binged and have been doing so ever since.And I gained back like 3 pounds!!I took like 4 laxies and got a lot of the foods out but still I am such a failure.
This guy that I am in some sort of crazy relationship with told me I was fat and ugly tonight, he was kidding but he doesn't know how true those words sound to me when he says them. So there is some new motivation because I want him to like me more and be proud of me which I know he isn't. I am at 107 now. I'm reeeally going to start fasting tomorrow again and seriously go for as long as I possible can. Well I am going to go do some exercises.
This guy that I am in some sort of crazy relationship with told me I was fat and ugly tonight, he was kidding but he doesn't know how true those words sound to me when he says them. So there is some new motivation because I want him to like me more and be proud of me which I know he isn't. I am at 107 now. I'm reeeally going to start fasting tomorrow again and seriously go for as long as I possible can. Well I am going to go do some exercises.