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Alright so here is whats going on in my failing life.. Ever since that binge I have just kept going and every night I write in this I say I am starting a new fast tomorrow but it never happens. So heres the deal my boyfriend/whatever he is, reeally makes a lot of fat jokes and comments during meals and we actually joke about me having an ED.Like tonight he kept making fun of how much I was eating so it motivates me because I am going to be with him all day tomorrow so it will actually help keep my from eating. I am starting new dance classes in like a week and am reeally needing to lose weight. I actually gained yeah I'm at like 111 now.so that sucks I think I am going to go to bed now and wake up to run in the morning.