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So Chris left yesterday. i went and said goodbye to him at the station and had to force myself not cry manically on the train home. i've spent all day trying to work, but everytime i pick something up to do i can't bring myself to do it. i know i should make an effort to keep on top of things, and not curl into a solitary ball, but the drive to overcome my feelings just isn't there. blaaaahhhhh