(no subject)

[anappleater]

Chris's on coming 4 month world trip extravaganza is horrifically close. He will be experiancing amazing life changing stuff, travelling to countries such as China, Russia, Vietnam, Greece, Columbia... etc. I wont be there. i shall be here, with my books and my internet connection and a fear of the unknown. how i will cope with out him i cannot yet comprehend, and how to describe my feelings is impossible without resorting to cliches
it has made me realise how much dependancy i have on him
it will be beyond strange to live as a singular entity once more, having to remember how i coped as a onesome
le sigh