2005 at last
i can't wait til i'm use to these pills cause i've been a hormonal person lately damn birth control haha anyways.... i went up to good old lahoo on new years eve with jeff.. it was great... i promise to not make this entry quite as long as the last and i will spare u all the horny details haha jk of course i'm gonna include them haha... here is a quite summary of the 25 hrs that me and jeff were together....
he picked me up alittle before 4 pm on new years eve... met the rents haha poor jeff atleast my bro left before jeff came to get me... we talked the whole way up to lock haven... it was nice.. he made me dinner.. grilled chicken and shrimp... it was good... he bought me some labatts (my favorite beer)... i didn't get drunk tho... not until alittle further in our relationship am i getting drunk with him... oops i kinda gave away part of the story with the whole "relationship" thing but i'm not gonna tell u that part til later so haha u'll have to wait to that part... his one friend and his girl came over and so did this other dude... that guy was pretty cute but i heard he has a small penis hahaha so i dunno i'll set u up with him if u like really hott 23 yr olds with a small penis haha... so anyways jeff put his arm around me when we were watching tv... it was sweet and he held my hand when we walked to this dude's house that he knows for the party thing half of these ppl at the party were blue mountain graduates hahah none that graduated with me but there was one still in high school yea i wasn't the youngest person there unless that hs boy was older than me which is quite possible cause many ppl are older than me after all... jeff and i sat on the futon at that dude's house house talking... his arm around me once again it was nice... then it was close to midnite.. 5 4 3 kiss we didn't make it to midnite... he is a good kisser... we went back to his apartment at like 1 ish and he asked me and i will quote "what are we?" i was like "i dunno" and he's like "are u my girl" and i'm like yeah... so now u know how the whole relationship thing came a long...back at his apartment watched part of a movie then decided to go to bed.. we just laid and talked the whole night and made out a lot... didn't really sleep much the whole night but that's ok... i didn't really mind.. it was just grear ro have
this is where the hormones go nuts... i wanted to pretty much jump him the whole night but i didn't and he kept kissing me so i kept going with it then... i need ur advice.. please give me ur advice.. ok i was getting tired and he kept kissing me and then i would just go with it and kiss him and well last night i was talking to him and he wasn't himself and all or atleast i thought he wasn't i dunno... anyways we were talking about how much we loved the night before and all and well i mentioned how i loved kissing him and he's like u were alittle obsessive with the kissing.. i was thinking wtf he's the one that was constantly kissing me and all but i think i was being a little hormonal with it and all but i dunno he started acting weird ever since he dropped me off yesterday afternoon... i dunno.. i think maybe i was taking it too harsh... after all i am the one who told him that he was moving alittle fast... if u really wanna know how he was moving too fast just ask me sometime.. i'm not talking about it on here... i dunno i think i just need a nap or something and stop worry about it... maybe he was just acting weird cause gabi was here and maybe he didn't want to talk about things while she is here or maybe he was tired or something who knows... i'm stopping it here cause i'm tired of typing... byebye love u all
he picked me up alittle before 4 pm on new years eve... met the rents haha poor jeff atleast my bro left before jeff came to get me... we talked the whole way up to lock haven... it was nice.. he made me dinner.. grilled chicken and shrimp... it was good... he bought me some labatts (my favorite beer)... i didn't get drunk tho... not until alittle further in our relationship am i getting drunk with him... oops i kinda gave away part of the story with the whole "relationship" thing but i'm not gonna tell u that part til later so haha u'll have to wait to that part... his one friend and his girl came over and so did this other dude... that guy was pretty cute but i heard he has a small penis hahaha so i dunno i'll set u up with him if u like really hott 23 yr olds with a small penis haha... so anyways jeff put his arm around me when we were watching tv... it was sweet and he held my hand when we walked to this dude's house that he knows for the party thing half of these ppl at the party were blue mountain graduates hahah none that graduated with me but there was one still in high school yea i wasn't the youngest person there unless that hs boy was older than me which is quite possible cause many ppl are older than me after all... jeff and i sat on the futon at that dude's house house talking... his arm around me once again it was nice... then it was close to midnite.. 5 4 3 kiss we didn't make it to midnite... he is a good kisser... we went back to his apartment at like 1 ish and he asked me and i will quote "what are we?" i was like "i dunno" and he's like "are u my girl" and i'm like yeah... so now u know how the whole relationship thing came a long...back at his apartment watched part of a movie then decided to go to bed.. we just laid and talked the whole night and made out a lot... didn't really sleep much the whole night but that's ok... i didn't really mind.. it was just grear ro have
this is where the hormones go nuts... i wanted to pretty much jump him the whole night but i didn't and he kept kissing me so i kept going with it then... i need ur advice.. please give me ur advice.. ok i was getting tired and he kept kissing me and then i would just go with it and kiss him and well last night i was talking to him and he wasn't himself and all or atleast i thought he wasn't i dunno... anyways we were talking about how much we loved the night before and all and well i mentioned how i loved kissing him and he's like u were alittle obsessive with the kissing.. i was thinking wtf he's the one that was constantly kissing me and all but i think i was being a little hormonal with it and all but i dunno he started acting weird ever since he dropped me off yesterday afternoon... i dunno.. i think maybe i was taking it too harsh... after all i am the one who told him that he was moving alittle fast... if u really wanna know how he was moving too fast just ask me sometime.. i'm not talking about it on here... i dunno i think i just need a nap or something and stop worry about it... maybe he was just acting weird cause gabi was here and maybe he didn't want to talk about things while she is here or maybe he was tired or something who knows... i'm stopping it here cause i'm tired of typing... byebye love u all