sorry that i haven't written in this lately again!!
well we all know how happy i was the last time i wrote in here with the whole kyle thing... well after that great night between me and him... it all went downhill again he had no time for me.. he went from having all the time in the world to known for me and that is bullshit and i don't deserve it then he has the nerve to wonder why i didn't come over on the 18th hey if hes so busy that he can't see me guess what i'm too busy for him but it's ok i talked to him last night and he pretty much said that he either already has another girl or is planning on hooking up with another girl soon it's ok cause i have someone else and he is 100x better than kyle anyday... he actually treats me like a princess and has all the time in the world for me... he even cancelled his appointment for his car to get inspected so that he could go to the movies with me last night awww isn't that so cute well before i tell u all about the movies and for amanda's sake u might want to only skim over this since u've heard most of it already!! well let's see here i really don't like those meet me website things because the guys are always from like pittsburgh or out of state and all that but it's still nice to talk to the ppl well the one day i was looking in my e-mail and it says i had a new double match person and i saw that he was from my school and also he lives in hazleton... wow didn't i hit the jack pot! he close to me at home and at school... well here's a lil bio for u all... his name is jeff and he is 22 his birthday is aug 2 he is a fifth year he's graduating in the spring he has an amazing personality but he is a little shy but don't worry i'm working on that one haha... we first talked online of the 14th and decided to meet on the 16th he was gonna come get me and we were gonna go play ps2 at his apartment but at the last minute i cancelled cause i couldn't stand to get my heart broken again... but i was hurting myself and him by not meeting him but i told him i forgot that i promised my friends that i would watch movies with him but if any of u tell him that i lied to him i will kill u myself haha i know u wouldn't do that to me so i won't worry about it i technically did watch movies with some friends but they just so happen to be pinky, meggie, pony, quackers, and some others... my stuffys at school...haha well later on that night i went back online and he was like i really wish we could have met tonight u seem like a great girl and all... that reminds me haha omg i do this even when i'm writing i really love changing the subject... anyways jeff has an obsession with calling me "girl" i thought it was just something he did online but no it was on my voicemail and he said it last night on our date type thing haha back to the 16th... well he's like what time is ur ride coming tomm and i was like 5pm and he's like what time are u done finals and i'm like 10am but i'll be ok like 9 at the lastest he's like is it ok if i drop by in the early afternoon and i'm like sure that would be great so he came over and we played playstation and talked for a little and watched some tv and it was nice we had our hug and promised to hang out over christmas.. so then we were suppose to hang on the 22 but he was sick and then the 23rd i had plans and well 24th and 25th were out of the question so then the 26th... but then we really couldn't do it that day because of a bunch of things so we decided on last night... we went to see meet the fockers at the schuylkill mall... we met up there at like 6:25 and walked the mall for a little... the movie was great.. i even caught him starring at me a few times aww but he never grabbed my hand or put his arm around me i started to think maybe i am just one of the guys... amy was sad...well by the time the movie was over it was a little after 9 so the mall was closed... we walked to our cars which just so happen to be really close to each other.. haha how ironic...so we decided to go over to mcdonalds... i have this thing that i don't have a problem with eating in front of guys it's just i am rarely ever hungry when i'm happy and i was pretty happy so i only had like a drink and some fries... well we had our meal and we were talking and well he just got this new digital camera and he wanted to show me so he brought it with and well i was looking at it and i was pretending i don't know how to use it and he's like telling me how to use it and i was like come over and show me so he came on my side of the booth and stayed there the rest of the time... aww he took a pic of the two of us.. it was so cute.. mcdonalds was the first time all night that i thought he was interested in me we talked and talked until 11ish when they kicked us out but right before i left he was like do u still have no plans for new years eve and i'm like yeah it looks like i'm gonna be at home and he's like tell ur parents ur going up to lock haven with me.. i was like aww that is such a cute way of inviting me to his friends party so yeah i'm going up to good ol lahoo for new years eve and we had a hug and then he tole me to make sure i go online as soon as i get home so he knows i'm ok aww how sweet isn't it so cute and he's so cute... i just want to eat him up... haha anyways i get home and i'm happy and all and i'm doin what every girl does telling everyone she knows every detail of the night.. haha we are great creatures aren't we! and i was in the middle of telling my story to like 10 ppl copy/ paste is a beautiful thing when jeff says and i quote " i really hate the movies... cause we couldn't really talk and i wanted to put my arm around u the whole time but i was afraid u didn't feel the same way about me" i melted so bad at that moment happy butterflies were going a mile a minute and i couldn't think or type or do anything but smile.. it was great and i got those happy butterflies right now and i can't think again so i think i'm just gonna go now... i promise to keep u all updated on the current amy and jeff situation