Dec 01, 2004 16:55
TIME FOR AMY TO UPDATE HER JOURNAL!! (look amanda only 2 ! u should be proud)
it's decemeber.. finally... 24 days til christmas.... can't wait to open up some presents... i did some major shopping this past week... friday from 4-11 and 1-6 haha and then saturday 4-6 and sunday 9-1!! only one more person well the rate it's going 2 more ppl!!
with that note i should tell u all and then run cause i know atleast 2 of u are gonna kill me... me and ryan haven't really talked lately... no msg left on my away msg when i woke up for the past week... well i understand no msgs last tues-sun but still it's 3 days without any and he use to send me atleast 3 a night and sometimes some during the day... but no i got nothing... and our convos are not like they use to be... sad amy... well let me guess ur all thinking why would someone kill me for that... well i decided to right the part where i won't die first... here's the part i'm gonna die for but before u kill me please read it all.... kyle and me talked on saturday and at that time i still was strong and said nothing between us and i don't want to see him and all... i felt so bad but i knew i had too.. but then at like 1 am when i was at myssie's babysitting her neice and he texts me and was like i really care about u and i need u and i'm sorry... i just started crying... and well sunday nite i decided to give him a second chance when he was online and was like i really like u and i understand that u don't trust me again yet but please give me the chance to prove myself to u and gain ur trust back... i really need u in my life... how can u say no to that... so i'm giving him a second chance.. i think he's getting me a christmas present... so that's why it might have 2 ppl to get presents for... omg in his aim profile he has I <3 Amy... awww i was like omg that's so cute...
today i found out why i never go last for presentations... i froze... i just stood there and shook and i forgot everything so i ended up reading from my cards and omg i did so bad.... i was like omg and i was sick for like 3 hrs after too... i've never been this nervous before... i will go back to being the first person to go on presentations... i'm such an idiot for going last... damn me... but whatever i'll get over it... i think another thing is i went to the same school for 13 yrs with the same ppl.. so i wasn't nervous in front of them... but now i'm with ppl i don't know....
well anyways i'm outie