Finally sleep.
I finally got some sleep. It was nice. I was so exhausted i didn't have time to think about anything. Thank god i was able to get a ride home from one of the taxi drivers. He gave me some advice. I should focus on myself and not think about men. Men will come and go. That's what i need to do. I need to focus on me. I need to get motivated again and go back to school. Hopefully my dad will look into that bakery job with D'Amico's.
I still miss him. I'm gonna give him space. I'm not going to text him anymore. I was just so used to being in contact with him every single day. This is going to be hard but i need to move on. I need to be happy again. So i have to pay taxes again. I still haven't paid rent, and im still in debt. I need to get another job. I don't make enough money to get by. Or maybe i just need to stop spending so much. I always want to help out with things. I just can't say no. Sigh, i wish life was easy.
I'm hanging out more at the coffee shop. I just can't be at home. It's hard. The minute i wake up i have to leave. Today i went to the library and hung out with Travis. It seems like he likes me, but i don't like him like that. It will be a long time before im attracted to a man again. I don't want to get hurt like this again. I haven't been this hurt since Greg. It's hard to think that this is over with. That i can never touch him again. I don't want this pain. It was so easy to move on from Tom and Aaron.
Well, im gonna go read some more and not think.
Mary
I still miss him. I'm gonna give him space. I'm not going to text him anymore. I was just so used to being in contact with him every single day. This is going to be hard but i need to move on. I need to be happy again. So i have to pay taxes again. I still haven't paid rent, and im still in debt. I need to get another job. I don't make enough money to get by. Or maybe i just need to stop spending so much. I always want to help out with things. I just can't say no. Sigh, i wish life was easy.
I'm hanging out more at the coffee shop. I just can't be at home. It's hard. The minute i wake up i have to leave. Today i went to the library and hung out with Travis. It seems like he likes me, but i don't like him like that. It will be a long time before im attracted to a man again. I don't want to get hurt like this again. I haven't been this hurt since Greg. It's hard to think that this is over with. That i can never touch him again. I don't want this pain. It was so easy to move on from Tom and Aaron.
Well, im gonna go read some more and not think.
Mary