Just got home from work a little bit ago.
So i just got a tattoo. It hurt quite a bit. I picked a very sensitive spot. My friend Neil did it. Well... i think he is more than a friend. I don't know if i want more with him. I really like him but... he does have a reputation. The sex is awesome and we get along really well. I can tell that he likes me and everything but... i just don't know. Im still very confused about things.
I got groceries today... i should of but i needed food. I need to ask my parents for some money. I hope they will help me out... otherwise im screwed. Im terrible with money. I think after i pay rent and bills... im just not going to spend anything. I need to save up and make sure i can pay the rent on time next month without help. I need to become responsible. Im an adult.
I've been kind of worried lately. First off, last month my period was messed up. It was late and then i didn't even have a period. I bled a little bit... but not like my normal periods. There was this one time with Neil, where it put it in without a condom on for like... 30 seconds. Then this month im even more worried. The condom broke one time. I don't know when, but i know there was nothing in the condom when he took it off. I really can't get pregnant. Im too young. I don't know what i'll do if i get pregnant. I mean i know Neil is a great father with his daughter Faith, but this just can't happen to me. He said he is done with kids anyways. I don't want to put this pressure on him. I just hope i don't end up pregnant.
Ugh. Well, im going to find something to do. I still need to do my taxes. I hope i can bribe them with the money im going to get with my taxes.
Mary.
PS I love my tattoo.
I got groceries today... i should of but i needed food. I need to ask my parents for some money. I hope they will help me out... otherwise im screwed. Im terrible with money. I think after i pay rent and bills... im just not going to spend anything. I need to save up and make sure i can pay the rent on time next month without help. I need to become responsible. Im an adult.
I've been kind of worried lately. First off, last month my period was messed up. It was late and then i didn't even have a period. I bled a little bit... but not like my normal periods. There was this one time with Neil, where it put it in without a condom on for like... 30 seconds. Then this month im even more worried. The condom broke one time. I don't know when, but i know there was nothing in the condom when he took it off. I really can't get pregnant. Im too young. I don't know what i'll do if i get pregnant. I mean i know Neil is a great father with his daughter Faith, but this just can't happen to me. He said he is done with kids anyways. I don't want to put this pressure on him. I just hope i don't end up pregnant.
Ugh. Well, im going to find something to do. I still need to do my taxes. I hope i can bribe them with the money im going to get with my taxes.
Mary.
PS I love my tattoo.