Never Before Have I Wanted To Die So Much
I'm on the verge of tears.
I have been for a whole day now.
I've cried countless times.
And I can't stop it.
My heart hurts. Really.
It feels like there is a hole in my chest, and nothing is going to fill that hole.
Here come the tears.
There is no one around to stop them now.
No one here to care.
No one to hold me and tell me it will be alright.
I'm alone and broken.
No one can fix this.
No one can even try.
The tears are streaming now.
And I don't think I can stop.
I don't want to.
I need to cry myself away.
Where no one can find me, or hurt me.
I need to...I don't know.
Leave. Die. Something.
I know I'd be letting all of the crap win, but damnit I can't handle this.
This hurt is the worst I've ever felt.
Nothing can take this away.
Nothing ever will.
My life is apathy now.
There is no flavor, no emotion, only sadness and cold.
I hate this world.,
I want to leave.
I want to feel loved again.
I know I never will.
The hope is offically gone.
And the tears will fall forever more.