wtf
ugh some days it's just so easy to cry, i'll never fully understand it. nothing really awful happened today, it was generally a good day, so i don't know what my issue is. my mom was so angry with me for leaving my friends alone in my house while i went to pick up the actors today. she doesn't know how to trust people, EVER. and then i started thinking about my film and i'm just feeling so swamped and so upset, i don't know what to do right now. honestly, i can't wait until this year is over.
i'm just so lonely. i need a boy. haha, as if that would solve ANYTHING. it would probably make things worse. i just need to feel loved, or at least liked. i'd settle for just feeling wanted. needless to say, i feel none of these things. haven't for a very long time. (far too long to admit)
i'm just so lonely. i need a boy. haha, as if that would solve ANYTHING. it would probably make things worse. i just need to feel loved, or at least liked. i'd settle for just feeling wanted. needless to say, i feel none of these things. haven't for a very long time. (far too long to admit)