unbearable
i'm going to rant for a moment on why i hate cliques or, in particular, why i hate MY clique.
people who aren't in cliques hate cliques because they think they are bastards and they are right, cliques are RIDICULOUS. there is so much drama i'd like to throw up right now. even when my friends are all spread out over the east coast, somehow, SOMEHOW we still find ways to be fighting with each other over NOTHING!! and nothing, i mean NOTHING is a secret in a clique. you can't say something to anyone about anyone or anything without everyone finding out about it. nobody can keep a secret, and you'd think i would have learned this by now after being in the same damn clique for 6 years.
now usually, i stay out of the drama, but somehow i'm involved now and cannot escape and i'm so tired of this. i'm too old for this high school bull shit of she-said-this and she-said-that. i do not care.
they're my friends and i love them all more than anybody but i just want them all to deal with the issues nobody ever deals with, kill the god damned elephant in the room and be done with this whole mess.
i don't want to be involved. this is why cliques suck, there is no escape. only one member has successfully escaped, and it still leaves a bitter taste in everyone's mouths (even mine). i wish i could get out, but i'm so scared of becoming that bitter taste.
i have enough to stress out about that is right in my face that i don't need to be stressing out about stepping on toes that are hundreds of miles away.
people who aren't in cliques hate cliques because they think they are bastards and they are right, cliques are RIDICULOUS. there is so much drama i'd like to throw up right now. even when my friends are all spread out over the east coast, somehow, SOMEHOW we still find ways to be fighting with each other over NOTHING!! and nothing, i mean NOTHING is a secret in a clique. you can't say something to anyone about anyone or anything without everyone finding out about it. nobody can keep a secret, and you'd think i would have learned this by now after being in the same damn clique for 6 years.
now usually, i stay out of the drama, but somehow i'm involved now and cannot escape and i'm so tired of this. i'm too old for this high school bull shit of she-said-this and she-said-that. i do not care.
they're my friends and i love them all more than anybody but i just want them all to deal with the issues nobody ever deals with, kill the god damned elephant in the room and be done with this whole mess.
i don't want to be involved. this is why cliques suck, there is no escape. only one member has successfully escaped, and it still leaves a bitter taste in everyone's mouths (even mine). i wish i could get out, but i'm so scared of becoming that bitter taste.
i have enough to stress out about that is right in my face that i don't need to be stressing out about stepping on toes that are hundreds of miles away.