I am still alive...lol ( Read more... )

So says my brain and my heart.
I have done it - I have relinquished the relationship I was having to save myself from doing STUPID,STUPID mistakes.
Last night, after an anger making conversation with the now ex-lover, I had a bath with beautiful turkish rose scented salts and candles, chilled out and then I took myself out to meet my irish friends ( Read more... )

When did that happen? How did I jump from 25 to 36 - did I lose time or has life caught up with me. Ever get that speedy - running forward very quickly only to snapped back feeling?

I embrace you, 36. Saggy bits (oh god), greying hair (what an advertisement) and adventurous heart (yay!). Good thing about being this age is that I can say things I ( Read more... )

Despite a terrible and aching sadness at missing home and family, friends and all that is possible in our country I am finding a routine and structure that I didn't really need back home. It is the quiet moments and those hours between dinner and bed that can get me sad. It is the quiet afternoons of not doing much that really suck. I am missing my ( Read more... )

Hi Everyone ( Read more... )