Dec 14, 2014 22:39
With potential explosion preceding it.
OMFG my parents are ASSHOLES.
I come home after having had an actual good day at work, only to be told by them that if - God forbid - the news about Sam at the vet's tomorrow is bad, I can't have his ashes. Even though I'm fucking paying for the goddamn visit myself.
I'm in tears right now because I'm so upset over this. Those of you who know me know how badly they fucked me over when my Neko cat went in early 2010. I REFUSE to let them do it to me again.
Bad enough that I might hear the worst about my beloved Sam, who's been with me through so much and is one of the best cat friends I could ever have wished for. I can't take a second betrayal when it comes to the aftermath. I just can't.
I don't know what to do. Mom insisted on accompanying me to the vet and there's no way I can leave this house early with Sam without the folks knowing it. I don't know what I'll do if the news is bad and she tries to overrule me. I'll fucking lose it. I don't want to make a scene at the vet's but I swear I will if it comes to that.
There are very few times when I actually hate my parents. This is one of them. I don't understand why they have to fucking be so goddamn controlling like this.
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