Paranoid ramblings
Wow, it's been a *very long* minute since I've last blogged. I'm kind of paranoid right now so I thought I would jot down my feelings.
Where to begin?
I haven't been to dialysis in three days. Right now, I'm not sure what to think. I feel very groggy and stuffy in my head but I'm not sure if it is because of allergies/sinus issues or because I didn't go to dialysis. I'd like to think it is because I suffer from allergies. It's been two straight Saturdays that I haven't been to dialysis, and I rather ENJOY my freedom. Course I feel like a FAT cow. I've gained some weight in the last few days. But after tomorrow, I'm going on a diet and I'm starting my Pilates regimen. Yep, after I stuff my face with french fries and spaghetti o's, I'ma go on a diet :P
Hmmm... well, Hurricane Rita came and went and she didn't do a damn thing. Is it bad that I was DISAPPOINTED in her strength? Yeah, it probably is wrong of me but I can't help it. I wanted to experience a Catagory 5. I stayed home and bought a shitload of Spam and other important items :P but NOTHING happened. The electricity didn't go off, we didn't get to use our new fun flashlights, and I had nothing to report to my worried out-of-town friends and family *big sigh*
I'm going to Reno/Lake Tahoe on October 5th. I'm not sure how long I'll be there. It could be a week or up to a month or so. I'm just not sure. Regardless I'm looking forward to getting the hell up out of Houston. It seems that when the shit hits the fan, it usually has something to do with HOUSTON. Fucking Houston.
I feel really shitty right now. Damn, I better make an appointment for dialysis tomorrow, no matter how much I fucking hate it, I clearly need it. This fucking stinks having to depend on something just to have somewhat of a quality of life.
There's got to be a better way.