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PHEW!!! I've had quite an eventful month. In a nutshell, I went to Reno and stayed there from 5 October til the 28th. For my birthday weekend, I met up with Brenda/Candy in San Francisco. MAGIC CARPET RIDE ON PIER 39 FOREVER!!! I rested for a week, then I spread the "Erika Love" by heading out to the EAST coast. I had to go visit my girl, Leesha, for her birthday. I REALLY ADORE Rhode Island. It's like my *counts on fingers* 4th home (after New York, LA, and Houston)
But the one thing I can't get out of my mind is the word "REGRET". Yes, Leesha, I REGRET the fact that I let Omar come out to the club on Saturday, totally unknowingly COCKBLOCKING me. I REGRET that I couldn't have had made out with that hot boy from Boston University named Nate, more. I REGRET that I'm so nice that I couldn't ditch Omar that same night. I REGRET that I pushed Nate away from me... for Muslim/non-drinking Omar. Boo. I can't date anyone that doesn't drink. I just can't.
I DON'T regret the fact that when Omar arrived at Paragon, I introduced him to Nate. :P I DON'T regret that I put my phone number into Nate's phone RIGHT in front of Omar. I DON'T regret the fact that I LIED to Omar and told him that I was going to the restroom.. when, REALLY, I took Nate by the hand and snuck him into the backroom to make out. I'm NOT afraid.
So I'm sitting here regretting... and that is THE WORST for me. I hate wondering about what might of been. So I've learned my lesson. What's the lesson learned? I've learned NOT to invite any guys out when I'm going out with the girls. No more cockblocking for me, thank you very much. So let this be a lesson learned for you ladies, too.
But the one thing I can't get out of my mind is the word "REGRET". Yes, Leesha, I REGRET the fact that I let Omar come out to the club on Saturday, totally unknowingly COCKBLOCKING me. I REGRET that I couldn't have had made out with that hot boy from Boston University named Nate, more. I REGRET that I'm so nice that I couldn't ditch Omar that same night. I REGRET that I pushed Nate away from me... for Muslim/non-drinking Omar. Boo. I can't date anyone that doesn't drink. I just can't.
I DON'T regret the fact that when Omar arrived at Paragon, I introduced him to Nate. :P I DON'T regret that I put my phone number into Nate's phone RIGHT in front of Omar. I DON'T regret the fact that I LIED to Omar and told him that I was going to the restroom.. when, REALLY, I took Nate by the hand and snuck him into the backroom to make out. I'm NOT afraid.
So I'm sitting here regretting... and that is THE WORST for me. I hate wondering about what might of been. So I've learned my lesson. What's the lesson learned? I've learned NOT to invite any guys out when I'm going out with the girls. No more cockblocking for me, thank you very much. So let this be a lesson learned for you ladies, too.