Aunt Toni (Stevens not mine) Sent me a big package full of supplements designed to choke cancer cells. She had a growth a few years back too, and was told that she was A. going to die, or B. lose the ability to walk ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I wonder if I'm ready. Even if its a year or two a way I wonder.
Most of these doubts come from others, people that know and don't know me very well.
Sometimes I ponder these questions. I think I have some answers.

What if you get captured and raped like that girl on the news? You know it happens to women in the military ALL the time.
Raped ( Read more... )

I finally, FINALLY broke back into my old opendiary account ( Read more... )

I took part in a group lunar ritual about a week ago. We were told it was to end self-delusions, and help us see what was right in front of our faces. We were also warned that the results may be painful and or emotionally upsetting ( Read more... )

One of my old high school crushes is coming back to town ( Read more... )

SO!
Steven's parents are totally ok with me moving in for the time being, This makes me happy.
And this is going to be an interesting, I'm going to live with 3 guys all from different generations. Steven, his dad, and his grandfather. Just wow.
>.Hopefully Rachel will get her car and be able to move sometime in January...cause I love Steven and ( Read more... )

So after taking the entire weekend off, having several big ass fights with steven, including one right before my friend's Lacys party ( Read more... )

And they are. And here is a rant.

To start off, my skin HATES ME. I have blisteres and huge acne bumps up and down my arms, two on my chest and several on my back. My neck feels like its growing some, thankfully my face seems fine.

And it hurts. So much. And I feel so very ugly.
To top that all off my feet seem to be rotting as well. Big chunks of ( Read more... )