Lilly has discovered the Joys of package peanuts
Aunt Toni (Stevens not mine) Sent me a big package full of supplements designed to choke cancer cells. She had a growth a few years back too, and was told that she was A. going to die, or B. lose the ability to walk.
Well, she's still bouncing around and says its all because she changed her diet to these things.
So I get pills and little Lilly gets peanuts. She's carrying around in her mouth! Such a cute kitty.
So "officially" I dont have cancer until I get the biopsy. I do have a growth and I found out that its in the back of my leg sitting right nicely on my synthatic nerve. Which explains the random pains I get from my thigh all the way to my ankle.
Yea, those unexplained pains freaked me out the last couple of months because there just wasn't any cause! No swelling or anything. I thought my leg was going to fall off or that I had Lupas. Well, now I know.
Since its not official that I have sarcoma yet, I'm looking into getting some Aflac insurance, so they'll pay me while I'm out.
Oh and I have pain pills now. OMG such a relief. It makes my skin itchy but its soooo much better then hobbling around.
I dont know when I'm going to get this stupid biopsy. Could be a week or a month.
Then comes surgery then chemo and radiation.
OMG chemo. I do not want Chemo. Blargh.
They told me that the chemo could make me infertle as well as the radition. You should have seen the look on the doctors face when I said; "good! I dont want kids."
lolz
Pretty pissed off at Tif though. She's been kinda in the loop, and while everyone else that kinda knows something randomly texts/calls/ messages with positive input or just to check up on things she goes and asks about her pants.
Her pants that my friend is making for her, whom she could very well go ask herself but chooses to try to make me the middle person or something.
Now, granted that was annoying in of itself, but when you ask someone who's gotten not very happy news in the past few days; hey I know your going through alot but have you asked so-and-so if she's finished with my pants yet? Oh, no? Could you go check on those then?"
Bitch I got enough on my plate without worrying about your wardrobe. You have a phone. You call her. And I'll remember your thoughtfulness next time your b/f leaves you stranded out in god knows where and you call me at 3 am in the morning. Kay thanks, bye.
Anywho, that was the rant of the day.
Two Halloween parties coming up. I'm excited. I'm going to go give readings and hopefully get some money in for the group. And I can go to both now without worry, cause Steven promised me if that guy says anything to my face, my back or if there's even a whisper of it, he'll go beat his face in.
I <3 my baby.
Time for shower...I gotta meet with a friend and her two munchins for lunch.
Well, she's still bouncing around and says its all because she changed her diet to these things.
So I get pills and little Lilly gets peanuts. She's carrying around in her mouth! Such a cute kitty.
So "officially" I dont have cancer until I get the biopsy. I do have a growth and I found out that its in the back of my leg sitting right nicely on my synthatic nerve. Which explains the random pains I get from my thigh all the way to my ankle.
Yea, those unexplained pains freaked me out the last couple of months because there just wasn't any cause! No swelling or anything. I thought my leg was going to fall off or that I had Lupas. Well, now I know.
Since its not official that I have sarcoma yet, I'm looking into getting some Aflac insurance, so they'll pay me while I'm out.
Oh and I have pain pills now. OMG such a relief. It makes my skin itchy but its soooo much better then hobbling around.
I dont know when I'm going to get this stupid biopsy. Could be a week or a month.
Then comes surgery then chemo and radiation.
OMG chemo. I do not want Chemo. Blargh.
They told me that the chemo could make me infertle as well as the radition. You should have seen the look on the doctors face when I said; "good! I dont want kids."
lolz
Pretty pissed off at Tif though. She's been kinda in the loop, and while everyone else that kinda knows something randomly texts/calls/ messages with positive input or just to check up on things she goes and asks about her pants.
Her pants that my friend is making for her, whom she could very well go ask herself but chooses to try to make me the middle person or something.
Now, granted that was annoying in of itself, but when you ask someone who's gotten not very happy news in the past few days; hey I know your going through alot but have you asked so-and-so if she's finished with my pants yet? Oh, no? Could you go check on those then?"
Bitch I got enough on my plate without worrying about your wardrobe. You have a phone. You call her. And I'll remember your thoughtfulness next time your b/f leaves you stranded out in god knows where and you call me at 3 am in the morning. Kay thanks, bye.
Anywho, that was the rant of the day.
Two Halloween parties coming up. I'm excited. I'm going to go give readings and hopefully get some money in for the group. And I can go to both now without worry, cause Steven promised me if that guy says anything to my face, my back or if there's even a whisper of it, he'll go beat his face in.
I <3 my baby.
Time for shower...I gotta meet with a friend and her two munchins for lunch.