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Pretty uneventful around here lately. Mono is better. Steroids make me srsly only want to eat and fuck. The steroids also make my face turn icky-splotchy-bright-red when I drink. I don't know wtf is up with that. Otherwise my face has been super clear and I'm not sure whats doing it. John and I are good. I have achieved what I was trying for and am more than smitten. I'm just plain old ridiculous at this point. I feel like I should find a hobby or something. Something to submerge myself in other than other people. I think drinking would be a bad past time... Worried about Nat. I have hardly been hearing from her at all lately. I don't know what's up with her. She sounded depressed or upset last time I talked to her. I know she switched shifts at the airport. I feel very out of the loop with that girl sometimes.