So I've had a fever every night since friday. I've had headaches longer than that and crazy horrible fatigue. I went to the doctor today. First he scared me because he said I could have diabetes. I cried and freaked out some. Test came back negative. Instead it turns out I have mono. Great. And it lasts 4 fucking weeks. Even better. So the doctor prescribed me steroids to take for 4 days and whatnot. I'll honestly just be happy to have some gorram energy again.
Then Saturday John and I had decided to head to DEMF. Yeah that was dumb. We stayed for a whole hour and a half.
I think everyone is aware of my general view of drugs. (Which I think drives John nuts) Drugs are a horrible thing that I will never do. I've never even smoked pot. Not my thing. Well, E has always had me curious so I figured I'd give it a shot. Wow, it was fucking retarded. Mainly because it was like just caffeine. I lay down and couldn't shut my brain off but was so tired I couldn't move. Omg did I think so weird fucking shit while I was trying to sleep too.
Example: Will Oprah live forever? Will she be one of those floating heads like on Futurama? Will she still be causing problems between parents and children for me as a parent like she did for me as a child?
Only speed it up a lot more make it more complex than that and that was me Saturday night/Sunday morning. I will never do that again. I don't care if it wasn't the right stuff, it was enough to turn me off to it.