i am so damn tired.  my eyes feel like they are just going to turn to dust and pour out of my head.  damn.  i have to work in an hour and that really sucks.  I dont want to.  well i suppose i cant really complain since i just had the weekend off :).  It was an ok weekend.  Didnt get to see too much of my Timmah though.  We can make up for it next ( Read more... )

i havnt updated for awhile, so i figured what the hell. Im excited because in 3 weeks I am headed down to NH and I am bringing along with me Tim and Mac. We are going to Boston and doing fun and exciting stuff cuz Tim doesnt ever get outta the county. We are gonna go to an IMAX theater to see Charlie and the Chocolate factory. My sisters ( Read more... )

bold the states you've been to, underline the states you've lived in and italicize the state you're in now... Alabama / Alaska / Arizona / Arkansas / California / Colorado / Connecticut / Delaware / Florida / Georgia / Hawaii / Idaho / Illinois / Indiana / Iowa / Kansas / Kentucky / Louisiana / Maine / Maryland / Massachusetts / Michigan / ( Read more... )

I went to NH, experienced a immorally fucked up situation. I started my welbutrin for depression and to help me quit smokeing. I got pierced. Im tired and I dont feel like typing all this shit out. So yeah, that was my weekend in a nutshell.


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Ahhh, I love this peace and quiet. I love my daughter, and Tim and all, but when I get a few minutes alone its great. Tim is practically living here, and I am thinking about having him move in, I just need more time. Its still all new but things are going well. I just dont wanna jump into anything. Hes so helpful around the house though. I ( Read more... )

THis morning I woke up with this feeling of unease. I just feel like something bad is gonna happen. Weird. I hope I snap out of it soon. Hopefully by the time Tim gets home. So yeah...Tim. We have been getting along so good. We have our little moments but its hard to stay mad at him. He did the sweetest thing for me the other day. He's a ( Read more... )

i feel like shit today. Yesterday too, but worse today. How is it that I feel like I am dying and when I go to the emergency room they tell me its just a sore throat. WTF. So the doctor smelled and looked like he was lathered up in baby lotion. He nearly made me pass out from the amount of times he told me to take a deep breath. Yeah so he ( Read more... )

My insomnia is getting outta control. I can't believe I have been in a good mood lately considering my major lack of sleep. The past two weeks, I have not gone to sleep before 3am. Just can't sleep. Its ridiculous. I might have to dedicate one of my days off to sleep. A whole day. Valentines is coming up. Feb. 12th would be my 2nd wedding ( Read more... )

lots of stuff going on lately. so things with tim and i are much different. i dont know what changed in me but im totally into him. things have been going great for us, but we arent rushing anything. i just wanna go day to day, no long term plans. so he got his refund check and has been spoiling me like crazy. at first i didnt wanna take ( Read more... )

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Its MEEEE baby, MEEEE


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