Quandries-Shannon ignores talking about Christmas in favor of the right now
Sometimes I don't know who I am. It bothers me.
Not in the annoying amnesia way, or the am I alive? or really in my imagination? way. I don't know my self. My core.
Most of the time I'm completely sure but sometimes I have jarring moments where i hear myself speak and see myself doing something and I watch, from the outside and think "who is that ( Read more... )
Not in the annoying amnesia way, or the am I alive? or really in my imagination? way. I don't know my self. My core.
Most of the time I'm completely sure but sometimes I have jarring moments where i hear myself speak and see myself doing something and I watch, from the outside and think "who is that ( Read more... )
You are the cool, daring woman who jumped off the diving board without passing the swim test the first time I met you.
You are the wildly intelligent woman who pushed me to succeed in academics all throughout school, and is never without a good book.
You are the incredibly brave woman who DIVED off the super high diving board in Chicago when you were 10 when everyone else, including the adults, would only jump in feet first.
You are the optimistic woman. No matter how much you don't want to admit it. I love you so much for this. You truly never give up hope. You hold on to what/who you love no matter how much the odds are against you.
You are the protective woman. You care so deeply for those you love and you would NEVER let ANYTHING happen to them. If someone says something negative about them, even as a joke, you are not scared to defend them. When many people would let it slide to keep the other person happy, you can not let anything slide that would be hurtful to your loved ones.
You are the open-minded, understanding woman. Even if you don't agree with something, even if you don't understand it, if a loved one has a certain belief you will do whatever you can to understand where they are coming from and assist them in whatever way they need.
You are the hillarious woman. I cannot even count how many times I have almost peed my pants around you, lol. You are so funny, and have such a unique way of looking at the world. What's even better, is that you aren't afraid to laugh at yourself, and don't mind if others laugh along too (as long as we're respectful, of course :)) Even if something was embarassing and sucked horribly, and even if it does still bother you, you can talk about and be cool about it. You always know how to lighten up a crappy situation by making me laugh.
You are the beautiful woman. You are so incredibly gorgeous and I have always been jealous of how beautiful you are and how you look gorgeous and are confident without make up. Don't ever let something or someone make you self conscious. I have noticed that when you spend a lot of time getting ready and put on dressy clothes, make up, and etc., you appear to have more self-confidence, to be more sure of yourself. I just wish you could see how HOT you are even in a dirty t-shirt and sweat pants! You are a beautiful girl, and self-confidence makes you all the more stunning!
You are the caring girl. You put your loved ones before you no matter what. There is no doubt in my mind that if you were stranded in the freezing cold with someone you love that you would force them to take all of your clothes so they would have a better chance of survival. There is nothing you wouldn't do for someone you love. Whenever I have needed you in my entire life you have been there. I wish I could say I was the same way to you. I do love you and care so immensely for you, I wish there was a way you could know that I would do absolutely anything for you as well. I still have the little scented pillow you gave me years ago that says "Soul Mates" (along with everything else you have ever given me, I will never ever ever throw a single item away, every single thing means so much to me and has so many memories and feelings attached) and I still believe we are soul mates. No one has understood me, been there for me, loved me, cared for me, cried with me, laughed with me, obsessed with me, and just sat in silence and enjoyed life with me as much as you have. No one. You mean the entire world to me, babe.
I have to post in two comments. LJ said I wrote too much, but it still doesn't even do you justice.
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