love actually is not all around.
I watch movies that generally make people happy and i just get depressed.
things do not happen like they do in the movies. that's why movies are made out of them--- if it happened all the time no one would care to pay money to see it fabricated... they can see the real thing, right? hmm...
why does everyone strive for something that is unattainable in so many instances? why do we drive ourselves crazy? is it worth it?
I want the 'welcome back' happiness at the airport. I want to run to him whom i haven't seen for seven months and hug him and be happy. but it doens't work that way. The nerdy little english boy does not get the popular american girl. Nobody will come to me on christmas eve to tell me that i am perfect. nobody has loved me all along. and it's okay. it's just that i don't like seeing a movie where every one of the characters is in love at the end. it's fucking depressing.
and on a lighter note (i think), congratulations to darrell who has now officially graduated high school.
things do not happen like they do in the movies. that's why movies are made out of them--- if it happened all the time no one would care to pay money to see it fabricated... they can see the real thing, right? hmm...
why does everyone strive for something that is unattainable in so many instances? why do we drive ourselves crazy? is it worth it?
I want the 'welcome back' happiness at the airport. I want to run to him whom i haven't seen for seven months and hug him and be happy. but it doens't work that way. The nerdy little english boy does not get the popular american girl. Nobody will come to me on christmas eve to tell me that i am perfect. nobody has loved me all along. and it's okay. it's just that i don't like seeing a movie where every one of the characters is in love at the end. it's fucking depressing.
and on a lighter note (i think), congratulations to darrell who has now officially graduated high school.