What do you want?????
I dont know what I expect. Some kind of permanent peephole into your life so I can be sure that you're not doing anything to disappoint me. Some kind of measuring tape to make sure you're not too far away. You say you see sadness within me. Yes there it is. Tons. Just bucket loads of damn sadness because of you.
How many ways can you break my heart? Let me count the ways.
My stamina thought I could take it.
I lied to myself.
I lied to you.
I cant take any of your shit.
Its like our sex life is suffering too. I dont feel it anymore. The love. I just feel sex. I always feel slightly empty at the end. Like Im a nobody girl. doing a nothing act.
I dont know how to explain it. Maybe its me. Its me I know it. You tell me to talk to you, but I cant tell you the same thing over and over again, that would just get seriously boring. So I keep my mouth shut and internalize all the damn worry. How long is this going to take??
I want to wake up tomorrow and everything to be over.
Poof.
How many ways can you break my heart? Let me count the ways.
My stamina thought I could take it.
I lied to myself.
I lied to you.
I cant take any of your shit.
Its like our sex life is suffering too. I dont feel it anymore. The love. I just feel sex. I always feel slightly empty at the end. Like Im a nobody girl. doing a nothing act.
I dont know how to explain it. Maybe its me. Its me I know it. You tell me to talk to you, but I cant tell you the same thing over and over again, that would just get seriously boring. So I keep my mouth shut and internalize all the damn worry. How long is this going to take??
I want to wake up tomorrow and everything to be over.
Poof.