If this world would stand still so I could have a moment to breathe...
Im sad.
Im sad because its just a sad time of day, midnight without you.
I want to live life with a nothing mind.
Be careful for what you wish for because you just might recieve it. Tattered dresses and old lipstick stains somewhere on your mind. (How do you believe a liar) I prefer not to think about anything anymore. I would prefer to be away somewhere on a deserted beach with the sun and the sea and the sand. Live my life in my head with the air and the breeze and the summer love coming and washing over me.
We never change do we?
Do you?
Do we live to see the change we want to be in the world?
Do our hearts crumble from the torments of lost times?
How does our mind manage to keep it all in? How do you manage to live in this life with all the regrets and sorrows we have accumulated somewhere inside us?
People in glass houses must not throw stones. But be careful about the sun shining in and dont walk around naked.
Lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lie liseliseliselakejf;ilrjf
thats what I think of nowadays.
The capacity of people to lie so easily to the people whom they love desperately, whom they claim to love like they think they should.
Sometimes I wish I could go back five years, I would make life easier on my father. Im so sorry that I put you through all that shit, if I could come back and fix it all I would, I would give up everything I am for you Im so sorry I didnt phone you today, it was my fault and Im being selfish, now I pretend I dont want to wake you, but Im sitting here humiliated and all I hope is that youre okay. Please God.
In my head nothing but trouble all day long. Nothing but broken hearts dancing about behind your eyes. Spiderweb and Im caught in the middle. I hope you never meant anything. I hope sometimes that its all a dream. And Ill wake ...wake. wake.
Please not again.
Im sad because its just a sad time of day, midnight without you.
I want to live life with a nothing mind.
Be careful for what you wish for because you just might recieve it. Tattered dresses and old lipstick stains somewhere on your mind. (How do you believe a liar) I prefer not to think about anything anymore. I would prefer to be away somewhere on a deserted beach with the sun and the sea and the sand. Live my life in my head with the air and the breeze and the summer love coming and washing over me.
We never change do we?
Do you?
Do we live to see the change we want to be in the world?
Do our hearts crumble from the torments of lost times?
How does our mind manage to keep it all in? How do you manage to live in this life with all the regrets and sorrows we have accumulated somewhere inside us?
People in glass houses must not throw stones. But be careful about the sun shining in and dont walk around naked.
Lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lie liseliseliselakejf;ilrjf
thats what I think of nowadays.
The capacity of people to lie so easily to the people whom they love desperately, whom they claim to love like they think they should.
Sometimes I wish I could go back five years, I would make life easier on my father. Im so sorry that I put you through all that shit, if I could come back and fix it all I would, I would give up everything I am for you Im so sorry I didnt phone you today, it was my fault and Im being selfish, now I pretend I dont want to wake you, but Im sitting here humiliated and all I hope is that youre okay. Please God.
In my head nothing but trouble all day long. Nothing but broken hearts dancing about behind your eyes. Spiderweb and Im caught in the middle. I hope you never meant anything. I hope sometimes that its all a dream. And Ill wake ...wake. wake.
Please not again.