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if i wrote everything that has been going on i'd be writing for years. mileys is closed. john and me went out for like.. 5 days. i love him. sam and brittany both liked alex. alex liked both of them. alex asked out brittany. she said yes. sam BAWLED her frickin eyes out for 4 hours at the cellar. everyone tried to comfort her.. it didnt work. marissa and nicke hooked up too. but nicks going to juvi cause hes on probation and he got caught doing stupid things again. so hes leaving on sunday. marissa didnt wanna say goodbye to him but he just tells her "hey dustins lookin for me ill be rite bak" then leaves. she didnt get to say goodbye. she bawled her eyes out too. ive gained weight. blegh. fattness. hmm... what else... next weekend is the homecoming game but i have to miss it cuz jenni n me n aunt sandy are going to a haunted trail. i dont care tho, im kinda happy. im glad to be missing out on a social event because im sick of them. i want to get away just for the weekend. so HAH! uhhm yeea. then last nite i was walking out of the cellar cuz everyone went in the parking lot and that song "vindicated" came on by dashboard confessional and it was rite at the "vindicated, i am selfish i am wrong i am right i swear i'm right i swear i knew it all along and i am flawed cuz i am cleaning up so well i am seeing in me now the things u swore u saw urself now.. hope dangles on a string.." part. and i looked thru the glass wall thing and john was standing right there and i about cried and then like idk.. i miss him. i love him soo much and i kno i shouldnut but i do. and sam asked him why he broke up with me.. and i guess hes having a really hard time again and he might be moving to dayton. then he told sam that he still likes me a lot and blah blah blah but its crazy cuz last time he said he was movin to california and he had to much sutff in his life. so i dont know whats going on. but huh... idk, i mangage to get through it.
<3 JeNNa <3
"Maybe it doesnt matter if your a world-famous heartthrob or a painful geek. Maybe it doesnt matter if your best friend is possibly dying. Maybe you just get thru it.. Maybe thats all you can ask for.." ~The sisterhood Of the traveling Pants