Sep 25, 2004 15:34
heyheyhey!! its been a while. i dont really have time to write anymore.. hmm.. whats new? well uhhm... hm... i dont really like John anymore. well, i duno.. like i do but i think i dont? cause he came up to vb the other day and i saw him and i didnt get butterflies or that tingly feeling like "oh-wow-i-like-that-boy" feeling.. and i realized he over gels his hair and he has acne and he fakes love until he gets too much power over his girlfriends then crushs them. i guess he likes shannon lane now ((jamies best friend)) and he asked her to home coming and she said no but she was talkin 2 jamie today and she was like "im going to get my homecoming dress today. I dont have a date yet but if worst comes to worst ill just go with john" and like he asked her why they cant go out and she was like we just cant. but oh well i dont know. dustin keeps making fun of me and now like everyone calls me turtle at school (( i guess i look like a turtle? )) and like it got to the point where my friends called me that and i about cried!! ugh.. people can be so mean! i think ive gained weight. and im slipping in school!! i failed a science test and two of my social study tests, i got a 1 hour detention on monday ((i didnt dress for gym and mr. fry said we got 1 freebee, and 3 more and then detention.. i didnt dress 3 times thinking that 1 was a freebee and i had one more but i guess not? and their only supposed to give u 30 minutes in the morning but i got 1 hour after shcool!!)) and i keep forgetting things and at the beginning of school my mom was like positive i had a sleeping disorder but now all i do is sleep if i get my homework done and i dont know.. i feel like im going down hill and i dont wanna do that. so im gonna start working harder at my grades, eat healthier, and just try to be normal i guess. hah... well not normal, but just... healthy? well anywho.. i went to "Nightmare on valley street" (( a haunted trail )) with amandaa and jamie and it was great!! we got chased by like 600 chainsaw guys and they were touching out butts with the chainsaws cuz obviously the cahin wasnt on it!! but it was scary!! and jamie like peed her pants ((not litteratly)) but she was SOOO scared!! im excited.. jenni's probably coming down soon!! for my birthday!! WOOTWOOT!! gotta go, luv ya!! MWAH!
<3 JeNNa SuE <3