Sep 22, 2003 19:25
Hey... a BIG DAY today... I got my braces off!!!
It feels so0o0o weird... lol. I cried when he was
scraping the cement off cuz he hurt me so0o0o
bad... then I almost threw up when he put the
shit in my mouth for the impressions, and i cried
for that too lol... I know I'm a BIG baby hehe...
Anyways... had a rough weekend... a few poeple
know why... Anyways Friday night I got dropped
off at Kents... then me, Kristen, Adam, and Mike
P. went to straight shooters to play pool... me
and Mike P won the 1st game and Adam and Kristen
won the second. Then I slept at Kristen's
house... Saturday morning Steph picked us up and
we drove all the way up to Johnson and Whales...
it was alright, Mike Makuch described it like it
was gunna be so much better... He gave us each a
chef hat tho... then we went to Kent's and I gave
Mike P. mine ;) lol... he liked it :) we went to
the Football Game at school for a little while
and then me and Kristen got dropped off at her
house and then my grammy picked me up... I had to
work at 5... After work me, Mike P, Kristen, and
Adam went to Holiday Lanes lol... it was fun.
After that Adam dropped me and Mike P. off at
Kent's so that Mike could get his car and bring
me home... He's really nice and I feel
comfortable around him... then we were talking
for a long time text messaging eacother and he
told me he likes me!! lol. I was so happy, cuz i
like him a lot!!
He's 18 tho lol and he's gunna be 19 on December
15th... I told me grammy about him and she was
like "Don't you think he's too old" and i was
like "not really" lol it is only 2 years and 4
months lol... then she was like "besides older
guys expect more"... so i talked to him about
it... and he said that I dont hvae anything to
worry about and I believe him. He's wicked nice
and wicked funny and I dont think he would lie to
me... at all. He seems like he has his head on
his shoulders cuz hes in college (Johnson and
Whales) and he has a job and a car and all this
stuff. I dunno I just havent been this happy in a
long time...
With AAron it was different... I think I
only "liked" him cuz he liked me and it made me
happy that someone liked me... but with Mike it's
different because I thought i liked him before i
found out he liked me but didnt wanna say
anything in case he didnt like me... but he told
me he did... I dont know where it's gunna go, but
I hope it leads to something good.... I
really like him...
Friday me, Steph, and Kristen are going to the
Factory of Terror and then we're goin to Kent's
and meeting Mike and I think Adam too and we're
goin to the movies to see Cold Creek Manor (well
I havent told them yet but thats what I wanna see
lol) but I heard that it's wicked scary so he can
protect me ;) lol... Anyways this song reminds me
of what I'm feeling right now... it kinda
describes almost everything thats going on
between me and him right now too... I love it!!
..Oh, this is the start of something good
Don’t you agree?
I haven’t felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean?
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet
So since you want to be with me
You’ll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I’ll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
They keep me in tune
Oh, look what I‘m holding here in my fire
This is for you
Am I too obvious to preach it
You’re so hypnotic on my heart
So since you want to be with me
You’ll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I’ll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
The words you say to me are unlike anything
That’s ever been said
And what you do to me is unlike anything
That’s ever been
Am I too obvious to preach it
You’re so hypnotic on my heart
So since you want to be with me
You’ll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I’ll see you everyday
So since you want to be with me
You’ll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I’ll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
You’re gonna have to follow
Oh, this is the start of something good
Don’t you
agree?...