Sep 17, 2003 20:02
Not much today... Mike brought me and Holly home (to my house) today after school and he let me drive for a bit :) lol... Anyways 5 DAYS 'TILL I GET MY BRACES OFF!!! lol I am so0o0o0o excited. Well Friday instead of going to a party or whatever me and Kristen are gunna hang with Mike P. and Adam (from work). So that should be fun! Kristen called me today, she told me that last night when Adam was bringing her home he asked if I like Mike P. I was like why the hell would he ask that? lol. But whatever...
Tomorrow me and Meg are staying after school and watching the Volleyball game! lol. Then she's sleeping over my house... wooohoooo lol...
This is a poem I wrote, it's kinda short but I wrote it yesterday when I was depressed. After that theres a song.
I'll never be good enough
You'll never know my pain
Inside I feel empty
You just think I'm insane
I hate the things going on inside my head
Life is getting so difficult
I need someone to help me figure it all out
I just can't help it, I'm afraid...
This song reminds me about someone I loved so much who is no longer here... I miss him every day and no matter what I do or who comes into my life nothing can ever compare to how much he meant to me, or how much I miss him.
Sinead O'Conner wrote this about her mom (I'm pretty sure) so not everything in it is how I feel, but the "nothing compares to you" part holds true to what I mean and what the song means to me...
It's been seven hours and fifteen days
since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
since you took your love away
since you've been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
but nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues,
'cause nothing compares
nothing compares to you
It's been so lonely without you here
like a bird without a song
nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
tell me baby where did I go wrong?
I could put my arms round every boy I see
but they'd only remind me of you
I went to the doctor guess what he told me
guess what he told me
he said girl you better try to have fun
no matter what you do
but he's a fool
'cause nothing compares
nothing compares to you
All the flowers that you planted mother
in the backyard
all died when you went away
I know that living with you, baby, was sometimes hard
but I'm willing to give it another try
nothing compares
nothing compares to you