Cuz I'm broken, when I'm open, and I wont feel like I am strong enough
Hey. well today wasnt a great day. i dunno it just seems like nothing is going my way lately. i dunno i guess i havent felt this depressed in a long time. it seems like everything is closing in on me and i'll never be good enough. the only person who is like 100% proud of me is my mom, and look what she's doing... so thats not too comforting...
I feel really lonely lately... i know its not true and i have so many people around me, but its not enough. inside i feel empty...
i've been very spappy lately and have been getting annoyed with people very easily lately. for that im sorry to those poeple because i dont mean it, i just dont have a clue how to deal with anything thats going on.
i guess the realization of so many things is seeping in and i know i cant handle it. i cant handle the fact that this is the way the rest of my life will be...
i'm so frustrated with school already and it's only the third week. i already cant take the preassure. what the hell am i gunna do in a month or two?! i dunno... i'm just going back to my same patterns form last year and i hate that because this is like a wicked important year and im already getting lazy and not trying as much as i could/should. AHHH why am I like this?! I just feel like I dont know anything anymore...
I feel like giving up... why not it seems like everyone else has already given up on me... I might as weel join them... i'm just miserable...
I feel really lonely lately... i know its not true and i have so many people around me, but its not enough. inside i feel empty...
i've been very spappy lately and have been getting annoyed with people very easily lately. for that im sorry to those poeple because i dont mean it, i just dont have a clue how to deal with anything thats going on.
i guess the realization of so many things is seeping in and i know i cant handle it. i cant handle the fact that this is the way the rest of my life will be...
i'm so frustrated with school already and it's only the third week. i already cant take the preassure. what the hell am i gunna do in a month or two?! i dunno... i'm just going back to my same patterns form last year and i hate that because this is like a wicked important year and im already getting lazy and not trying as much as i could/should. AHHH why am I like this?! I just feel like I dont know anything anymore...
I feel like giving up... why not it seems like everyone else has already given up on me... I might as weel join them... i'm just miserable...