Cuz it's a bittersweet symphony thats life...
Hey. Wll yesterday i got in so0o0o0o much trouble. im not puttin the whole story in here cuz its too long, but whatever...
Anyways b/c this weekend i snuck out with Kristen and adam, and Mike P. from work im in trouble... im not allowed to hang with them anymore and shit.... aunty and uncle are even making me quit my job!! omg im gunna die.... i just hate my life... i told aunty that i dont wanna live there anymore... at all!! i seriously want her to find me a new place to live, i just cant take it there anymore... i get more and more depressed every day im there, and i just cant take it anymore... :(
This sux wicked bad too b/c me and Kristen were becoming like best friends, and I like Mike P. a wicked lot.... he told me that even tho we may not get to see eachother that often, it doesnt change the way he feels about me!! :) lol... and he said hes not worried about gettin in trouble (that goes along with the BIG part of the story I'm leaving out of here!!) all he cares about is not bein able to see me cuz he really likes me!! *snaps for Amy* (lol Meg) no I just never thought someone would feel like about me.... it makes me happy to kno that someone feels that way about me, ya know? He's really sweet and I kno he wouldnt do anything to hurt me. Aunty and Uncle think I'm just being naive... but I know I'm not... because of everything ive been through (I guess) I'm a good judge of character, like whether or not someone is gunna screw me over, I mean some things ive done were my choice, ya know, and he had nothing to do with it. I dunno, I obviously just cant stop liking him just like that.... Holly said she'll help me be able to see him... I hope we can work something out... I dunno...
I'm just really upset b/c i kno i hurt them and myself, and i betrayed their trust which i wont get back for like EVER!! *cries uncontrollably* ... i dunno... this all just sux.
I'm getting extremely depressed just talking abou it, so I'm gunna go now... I'll write more soon *hopefully* bye...
Anyways b/c this weekend i snuck out with Kristen and adam, and Mike P. from work im in trouble... im not allowed to hang with them anymore and shit.... aunty and uncle are even making me quit my job!! omg im gunna die.... i just hate my life... i told aunty that i dont wanna live there anymore... at all!! i seriously want her to find me a new place to live, i just cant take it there anymore... i get more and more depressed every day im there, and i just cant take it anymore... :(
This sux wicked bad too b/c me and Kristen were becoming like best friends, and I like Mike P. a wicked lot.... he told me that even tho we may not get to see eachother that often, it doesnt change the way he feels about me!! :) lol... and he said hes not worried about gettin in trouble (that goes along with the BIG part of the story I'm leaving out of here!!) all he cares about is not bein able to see me cuz he really likes me!! *snaps for Amy* (lol Meg) no I just never thought someone would feel like about me.... it makes me happy to kno that someone feels that way about me, ya know? He's really sweet and I kno he wouldnt do anything to hurt me. Aunty and Uncle think I'm just being naive... but I know I'm not... because of everything ive been through (I guess) I'm a good judge of character, like whether or not someone is gunna screw me over, I mean some things ive done were my choice, ya know, and he had nothing to do with it. I dunno, I obviously just cant stop liking him just like that.... Holly said she'll help me be able to see him... I hope we can work something out... I dunno...
I'm just really upset b/c i kno i hurt them and myself, and i betrayed their trust which i wont get back for like EVER!! *cries uncontrollably* ... i dunno... this all just sux.
I'm getting extremely depressed just talking abou it, so I'm gunna go now... I'll write more soon *hopefully* bye...